LMRC

awhile back i accidentally(?) found this site http://www.animalattraction.com/
i dont remember how when or where
but i joined it
now someone has contacted me that lives here in lake charles
has anyone ever met someone thru an online dating service?

i have responded to his initial email
he wrote back today with his address and phone number and everything
i thought we'd like chat online first or somthin
advice please

i got a job offer
and it has nothing to do with that street corner or that rest stop

the money is already spent
easy come....

its that time of year where everything is coocoocrazy at work
all the special ed people are scurrying around trying to get all the kids tested, IEPs written and conferences with parents held

that bitch that runs our school is running it into the ground
over half the teachers are asking for transfers
i havent decided if i will or not
i should
while signing my contract for next year, she asked me if i was returning or was i asking for a transfer
i was taken by surprise and before i realized it had said i would be returning
it may have been a lie
we'll see
i also said "do you want me back or do you want me to transfer?"
her response---"i've learned over the years that when one problem leaves you just get a different one in its place"
she has no clue that she even insulted me
she is like this to everyone and had the nerve to comment to me last week that people hated her because of their own inadaquacies LOL

a couple days after closing the deal on the house, i was here with cleaning materials, wiping out EVERY cabinet, drawer, shelf, counter, etc

i had finished the kitchen and bathrooms and the back bedroom
i went to the master bedroom and was standing on a chair to reach the back corners of the closet shelves with my sponge and there....

way in the back.....

was a small pile of .....

shit

old receipts, tags of clothes and instruction manuals for glucose monitors and crap like that
i think---wow thanks for cleaning out all the garbage assholes

i scoop it all up and bring it to the trash basket in the kitchen and toss it

i notice a couple thick envelopes and pull them out
they're sealed bank envelopes and i think to myself---wishful thinking kiddo

i open the first one
sure enough
its full of

twenties
omfg
omfg
OMFG

the second one is as well, with a couple tens and fives
one thousand thirty dollars

i immediately call melodie and say what do i do???
YOU ARE NOT GIVING IT TO THOSE PEOPLE

well
no of course not
silly

i go back thru the house checking every corner and crevice again
look for anything that might be a secret hideaway

AND
AND

nothing else

but shitshitshit
a thousand thirty dollars!!!!

i thought i had posted this already, but i guess i am wrong
maybe i mentioned it on jazzy's board

moral quandaries are a bitch

do you agree that once you buy a home everything in it becomes yours, even things that are hidden(including possible problems, so the equation is balanced in that sense)

i would feel guilty though, a little bit, if the previous owner werent deceased and the sellers were the people that inherited the property so they already come out way ahead