LMRC

i'm still home sick
my peak flow meter reading showed me in the yellow(caution) yesterday and in the green this morning so i went to work
i made it all the way to my classroom when i couldnt breathe and had to use my emergency inhaler---i rarely need that one
so i came back home; i cant walk up and down the stairs when i cant breathe
yes, i've called the doctor and will go in to see him @ 2:00 tomorrow, so more missed work
i think this exacerbation is being caused by a slight cold along with the weather conditions(yesterday and today the respiratory index is a 1, which is the worst level there is)

i just hate it when this happens; i do not want to be put in the hospital again
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
i cant stand being away from my babies and they dont understand why i'm not coming home
and yes i know----you cant play with your health
but if you have never been confined to the hospital for extended periods then you really have no idea how horrible it really is
so let me vent dammit
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

and my ears are starting to hurt too
i hate that too!

anyone know a hot lil male nurse that would be willing to come pamper me???